Okay wow! Where do I begin? First of all, yes I am still alive, doing quite well actually. I havent updated for many reason. One being Exams got in my way, along with super crazy room mate stuff, that resulted in one roomate leaving permantly (I wasn't to disapointed. she was crazy and hated me, sadly it wasn't the one who tried to steal my bf). After exams I had to move out of my house in windsor, and that was just annoying, I never realized how much stuff I had untill I moved it out of the house. It filled an entire mini moving truck and mini van.

So first of all exams went well. I passed everything and I passed UNIVERSITY  UNDERGRAD! WHOOOOHOOO! My graduation is this Weds. Right now im living with my parents, in my old bedroom, ad of course the dog is here too! I missed haviong a dog. TRhe first week here I spent relaxing, the the job hunt started. Oh thats was.....not fun.

I decided that places like Burger King were no longer an option. So I applied at a bunch of places and the one place called me back, minutes after I did the online applicatoin......its a telemarketing place that only takes inbound calls. I went for an interviewthat was a big group interview I wa there for 4.5 hours only to be told "the job isn't right for me" WTF????? WHY? I was perfectly qualified for that job, I knew more about troubleshooting internet than most there. And so did the 8 or 9 others that were told to "please fuck off." because I saw our tests, we had the questions right.  So that was a kick in the face. But had fun venting on the walk in the rain to the bus staion with the other rejects and on the bus home....heh.

Okay so then job attempt number 2 was at a place called PRC Books. This was another telemarketing place, the interview went great and I got the job. The day before I got the job my boyfriend of just over two years and I broke up. He's living 2 hours away from me, we never see or talk to eachother, as much as we liked, and hes moving away to Law school in the states in a  couple of months. We are still great friends but, no longer together. It sucked, still sucks, but that was a great way to starte my first day of work. Depressed. So I was there at this place for a week calling people up and trying to convince them to take the surveyt for us.....yeah I was one of those....I annoyed mysef, and started dreaming of the script in my sleep.....UGH! So a week goes buy not even 4 days. And Im not meeting quota....earlier that week a bunch of people were fired for not meeting quota and a few others were put on probation. Friday comes and three girls are fired, then im called in the office, and im fired.....I was so upset....I managed to not start bawling until I got into the elevator..... two people got in after me and were looking at me wondering if they should say something. On the way to the bus stop I stoped in at a starbucks cus I knew my maascara was striked across the checks, and the cashier looked at me questionaly as well. I got home, but no one was around, both parents were out of town, non of my friends answered the phone, my BF was no longer my bf so I called an old friend up who I sorted dated/hookedup with in high school. We hung out all night long, I did the stupid thing and slept with him. Monday he calls me up and he said his job was looking for people.

So later that day I go there for an interview, theplace is a pool place, it sells, stuff for pools, sells pools, does service calls on pools and what not. They wanted some one to ddo paper work and data entry and occasionally float to the store. During the interview I helped out with a water test and then was hired a few minutes later. Started the next day. So thats where I work now. I mainly do paper workish stuff, which takes a lot of time. And help out in the store, but im not knowledgeble in most pool stuff. I can do the water test, explain what chemicals are need to improve the qualty of the ppool and explain how most of the chemicsl work or not work and all that. And a few other minor things. I also know how to clean the filters, and im the BICARB MACHINE. Bascially I gointo the back shop part of the store and fill up baggies of 5lbs of Baking Soda.....I do it alot....mainly because the hot service guys walk around there, sometimes shritless....*drools*

Everyone at work is really nice, my co-workers and bosses are great and helpful. So much better than BK. Theres this one cutie at work who always says hi to me, the only se5rvice guy who talks to me on a regular more than a head nod bases. I just want to jump him...I measn.....look a distraction

Okay so back to the guy who was a good frined to me the day  was fired from PRC Books and got me the job I have now. Thiings are going great, we had a nother, encounter, then sudenly claims what we're  doing is imoral. And maybe he feels it is, I could accept that, but now hes acting really differently then me and kinda treating me like crap. And hes getting jelous, when I talk to other guys at work....I dont get it.....theres a few other things going on with hi, hes pullign this whole "were still in highshool stuff, thats I just dont want to get into....BAH!

Okay what else in the updates? I havee recenlt added to the collecton of books and dvds to the point I no longer have room on my book shelf for anymore, and yet I keep buying more! I love them!

I also just chooped off all my hair and dyed it, looks amazing! Im very happy with the results, at the end of summer Im going to school in Toronto for Library Sciences...im ecited.....and I have a great job (mainly cus the hot guy, and nice c-workers, but also = MONEY!) So thats about it for now, I shall try to update more!

Well, Happy Spring everyone! Today was a nice day, not very warm, but warmer than it has been, I was actually able to wear a spring jackect today. Anyways. My one roomate made a big spring feast, I helped with a few recipies as well. Oh there was soo much food, lots....she cooked all day. Kudus to her..

She made (ALL food she made was vegan)

SPinich and Tofu Stuffed Manocati, had rosmarry, and shallots, possibly onions
Pumpking Cookies
Roasted Garlic and Potatos
Roasted Calfiflower and something mixed with them I think
S springish Spaicy Mango dish...supper spicy after taste but delicious
Asparagus that was rosteded
Strawberries marinated in a wine
what else am I forgetting? hmmm

I made a salad with spinach, raspberries, bkackberries, walnut halves, blanched almond slivers and raspberry vingerette dressing, along with a two punches, one with just lemoonaide,m and sprite the other lemonaide, berry bklast punch and sprite. I also made a yummy dip

Had 3-4 table sppons of sour cream
2-3 tables spoons of whipped salad dresing(can be substituted for mayo)
2-4 tables spoons of taco mix,

Mic together untill mixed througly. The chopped a few redpeppers, and onions if you desire and mix in.  Smotth out into a serving dish. Scopp on a bout an half - to one inch of salasa or redpepper spread or something similar, add around an inch or more of cheese on top of that. The sprincle with chopped red pepers and VOLIA! You have dip serve with your chips. It was delicous. I loved the dip, and the cookies tied for first thern the manacoti, never evem tasted the tofu...oh so delcisious. But completly stuffed!


Okay so...things here have been.....a big Drama.......let me just give an update.. After many screamin fights with the one roomate....one which I had with her. And after much drama, and all that crap. She has moved out. It was a HUGE ordeal with the fighting and bcikering. Nasty thigns were said....and she has moved out.....(thankfully).  Her stuff is still here...she's gathering it soon. And thats all that,,,

Update: I'm almost done school 30 days left...only 30 days! I have been excepted to Senca Colleg Librarian Technician Program which I'll be attending in september. I've been doing great in school Three high marks on assignments in one class, I'm currently at an 88% In the other I'm at a 71-72% its a little lower than I wanted for that class but Meh! I'm still very happy. And cant wait to graduate.
OH and I QUIT BURGER KING..NO MOPRE BURGER KING!  <--- Can you tell I'm happy?


Finally. As of today, I am starting 30 days of buffy. Which entails. Watching all 7 season (144 episodes of buffy) in 30 days. Yeah I'm  a big nerd
So starting to day with epiasode one and untill the 21st of April whic is when I move out of windsor I'mgoing to try watching all 144 episdoes. In just 30 days....I can do it! Oh buffy, how I love you!

Well thats all for now. Gotta finish laundry, read books and what now! Later!

Explains me fairly well, give it a try everyone

You Are The Hanging Man

You represent the seeking of enlightenment and spiritual clarity. You tend to confuse others, but your oddities seem deeply satisfying. Self sacrifice is easy for you, especially if it makes you a better person in the end. You are the type of person who is very in touch with your soul and inner spirit. Your fortune: Right now is a good time for reflection and meditation. You should stop resisting the problems in your life, and let yourself be vulnerable to them. You may need to sacrifice something important to you to move ahead in your life. Accept your destiny with courage, and learn to let go of what you think you need.

Your Boss Isn't Psycho, but Your Boss Stinks

Your boss is probably not mental. Still, your boss is not competent or professional. You may want to transfer departments or get a new job, before your boss sucks out your soul.

this totally explains my boss.

You Are a Beagle Puppy

Cheerful, energetic, and happy go lucky. And you're sense of smell is absolutely amazing!

and finally

You Are Coke

A true original and classic, you represent the best of everything you can offer. Just the right amount of sweet, just the right amount of energy... you're the life of the party. Your best soda match: Mountain Dew Stay away from r Pepper

Who would have thought I was coke?? Okay, in other news, not much to report, getting back into the swing of things at school, wishing I was soe place warm instead of this cold, and thats about it.

Wow! Its been soo long.....I wish I hadn't stop writing in this, but im starting again..... feels nice, to talk everything out here, espcially when, for some things, can't tell others. But first a quick recap

Christmas Break:  (yeah way back then) was nice, saw all my old friends, ate loads of food and all that.

Boyfrined: We're stil together. Im insane, or at least thats what some people say. We talked over thigns...he says he never cheated, others sya he did, others say, it was something else....I had to sue my jugdement.....I love him so much, but he was told not to lie/hide thigns from me. And all that. I'm also watchign hin VERY VERY VERY closely. Things are better now, but we still have our ups and down, and the roomate, still lives with us....GRR!

Roomates: Oh what can I say about them? Same old. Same old. There sum it up there. The oldest is writing her thesis. Nomrally its a great deal, but in her case, shes been writing the same section, for over three months now. The thesis was due way back in november.......... yeah...at this rate, I'll have my graduate degree before she finishes it. They're still neato freaks, and noise freals and control freaks. Sigh..... most days I hide in my room. I  got an LCD FLat screen tv for X-mas....so my room has mucho entertianment.....90 DVDs, DVD player, nice tv and 55 fun books, plus computer with internet to amuse me. I only really leave my room for class, food, hygine and a few other things........ (What can I say I'm a hermit) Of course watching dvds and all hasnot affected school workl....nope *sarcasim* well not totoally sarcasim...nothing failed or bad marks.....I jsut sorta forgot to do an assignment, and was stuck doing it the night before.......cus I dciced for the previous 10 days of that assignmnet, Buffy The Vampire SLayer Marathon, was a much better use of my time (well, it is BUFFY). But I got the assignment done alright, no harm done...

School: Bah. Two course left. The one is a class 7 - 10 on Mondays. Quantitative studies.....BORING. The proff isnt' verry good at enlgish, is soft spoken, I really have to concentrate on watching her speak each individual word. What makes this dificult is the class likes to chat alot about EVRYTHING and you cant hear her......my second class is fridays 2:30 - 5:30 Sociology of Sexualities. My favorite class...very intersting and the proff is an exellent lecturer. Sadly, he's apprently sick now, and won't be teaching for the rest of the semester. Which sucks, cus he was my favorite proff....now hes gone.....GRRR. So far all the classes work has been easy, except for one project, but that is more due to the lack of resoucrs the  U of Windsor has. Trying to do a serach for Jouornal articles for  a literature review, set up like one seen in resseach papers, and they have absolutly nothing available from my univiersity. None on web copy, or hard copy......if I allowed a search for all unism, well they have everythign I need. But for an asignment that I only have two weeks to work on, I dont have 3 -6 weeks for a delivery of a journa or the money to have them delivered..... stupid Univerisy.....only a few months left its soo exciting!

School part two: I applied to to post undergrad programs...offically applied and awaiting themto either love and wlecom me or reject me. I hope its the former. THe first is Senca College The Librarian Technician Program, I applied to both the accelerated and the normal. The accelerated  starts inMay 2008. The second one is at Cenntinial Collge. The Book and Magazinr Publishing one. I had a supplementary intertview/ test on friday. I had to bring a portfolio of my work, resume and what not, take a test, and in three weeks I'll know.  I feel lucky to have taken the test, because unless im mistaken, out of th 300 people who applied, 80 got the interviews I got, 65 will get in....fairly nice odds... I hope I did alright on the test, some thigns I know I messed up on..and im kickng myself for....grrr........nervous too.....I'll no soon, very soon....the protfolio was fun to make, in a not so fun way. Three of the items I put in it, were saved on a floppy desk (yeah, Im old fasioned) well I came to my parents house, all set to do some work, go to their new computer turn on all ready to go.."Wheres the A drive?" yeah, NO A drive...the computer is too new for one. Mine isnt that old...ony 4 years.....but old enought to have one of those extinct a drives.....yes to those who don;t know....its a drive you can save  material on on external desk....they're square and look like a xcoaster...and....ah never mind......... . Needles to say I went on a hunt....I went to a friends, they had one....but it was broken.....I played with their kitty instead....it hugs you...It kept ckimbing in my lap, placing its paws on my chest and lickingme...AWWWW! Eventually I went to the library and found a copmputerm sent the files to myself and worked all night.....BAH! 2.5 hours of sleep,, before a big test, along with a two hour drive to Toronto = bad....I was fine untill the drive home...didn'tfall asleep till I got home, napped for 4 hours...then afell asleep later on the big ocmpfy chair, with momon the couch also sleeping from 11 - 2 or maybe 3ish...... infront of the tv...she took me up there....we were tired.

What else? hmm not sure...im sure im missing something, but I can alwats up date that later! Oh Work!

Okay so work, i re-did my hours. I'm availabl a fair amount. 4-11 on tuesdays thru thursdats. 4-11 saturdays and 4 to close on sundays. Which were basically, with the excpetion of a short friday shift, what I was working before. But with new classes and my  wacked out slleep schdeu; (7 am - 3 pm....great time for sleping) I dind'twant to be missing shifts because I was asleep. They took the new schduel as I dont like working, therfroe give me no shifts......BAH. But im quiting very soon. As of April 10th, maybe before...WAHOOO!

I made it through exams alive. Barely, but I did it. So much has happened since I last updated. But thanks to some, who have been suportive on me here! Good to have. Things keep getting worse. My anxiet has been so high all week...mainly from exams but it got worse the other night, more about that in a bit.

Exams have turned me completly nocturnal. To the point I go to bed at 7 or 8 am and sleep untill 2-4 pm. Then wake up and starts over again. During exam time it was helpful, cus thre was only me and one other roomate awake so less people to disrupt you from studying.....and what not. Exams are finally over. I had two exams worth 45% of my mark. And a paper. Which I think I did everything fairly well.

My boyfriend was annoyed with me during exam time, because I couldn't spend time with him, but he needs (or needed) to understand it was exam time. Now things between us are an all time low. We had a fight, and just patched things up at 7 am saturday morning. The later that night I get the biggest blow ever. I've told you about, how my roomate and my boyfriend have been close...she's been hitting on him, and he hasn't been doing anything to prevent it. I've accepted they are friends as long as he was truthful with me. But he hasn't. I found out, that he has been spending far more time together with her then hes letting on. They've been cuddelign together, and she's slept in his bed with him (as far as I know, it is just this innocent BS, ni sex or annything) but that does not me it is EVER allowed. He's admitted to another roomate whats going on. He's alos admitted that he's lying to me. And he knows I've been figuring it out. I'm not stupid. I've expcted thigns for so long, I jwas ust unable confrim it. But I knew, that every time she leaves this house, or just about anyways, shes off with him.  And apprently thats true. Last night me and two of the roomates (espcially them) were ready to go out and spy on him...... It's sad that its comming to that. I plan on reevualating things over the holiday. But, things look lke they're comming to an end. He has no respect for me if he's doing that with her, and lying to me about it. Right now, it feels like someone has stabbed me in the heart. And it hurts soo much. We've been going out for almost 2 years......now he through all that away.

I'm going home, to the parents, later today. I'm so happy. And glad. I get to se my family,and friends, and of course its Christmas. So, thats a bonus too. I went shopping today and got a few things (From dollerama. I can spend about 40$ on 5 friends and get a lot of stuff for them. And they're soo happy about (we're easy to please as you can tell). Tomorrow, oh rather later today I'mg gonna do the rest of my shopping for Mom, Dad and little sis.  Then hopefully, meet some friends up for coffee. Anywas I best be off and try to sleep. (ALthough the rrain is always good for that).

           HAPPY HOLIDAYS     TO EVERYONE
       AND
A HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Okay, before I get into the wonders of exam time, let me fill you in on the roomates and all that! OKay so first of all, the hootch still at it. EVERYONE notices her being a hootch, inlcuing people who barely notice us, so thats good to know (I like knowing I'm not crazy). But she's just becoming a annoying twit too. Everytime I turn around she''s in my face, or poking me or just being an anoying little brat (she acts like a two year old somedays) I snapped at her the other day, because while I was standing talking to my other roomate she comes behind me and starts using my back as a drum....then she got offended, that I snapped at her....sorry, I don't like having my back hit multiple times. must be so incovient for her. I'm so glad as of April 30th, I'l never have to deal with her again.

Then the neat freaks, well they're their wonderful selves. The one claims she hasn't once reminded anyone to do their chores. Me and the other "messy" roomate have counted at least 4 times a piece...... the one clean freak whos copletlelt obessive about it is writing her thesis and keeps having nervous break downs....normally I would feal sorry for her, but one. She  claims she doesn everythign in the house, no one ever chips in, and no one contributes to anything but her (which isn't true) also, she had two years to work on this thesis. She just sent her samples in for testing a month or two ago....samples she had for a year and a half. Her thesis is due at the end of the month. Sorry, hunny, but it's your own fault your pressed for time, you dicked around the last two years, time to pay the price.

Things with the boyfriend are....okay. Still dealing with him and the hootch spending all this time together.....my parents and friends from back home really dislike him right now. So do my roomates. They make a point of saying something to him and the hootch eveytime they spend time together.....still hasn't sunck into their brains yet....

Work, is just wonderous...NOT. I booked a bunch of time off oof it for school. Pne manager has already commented on it. Saying students don't need anytime to study blabla...She barly studied and look at her now (I bit my tounge, My response would have been. Yeah, Now you're a bitters, nasty bitch who will work at burger king for the rest of her life, and takes her bitterness out on her employees.... but that would have gotten me fired.)

Then school........why does school stress you out soo much? Midterms are over, assigments have been handed in and classes end in 5 days. Normally I'd be happy, except its EXAM TIME!  My first exam is in 10 days its for Child Psychopathology. My Second is in11 days, its in Sociology. Then I have a major paper due for philosophy, its due on the 15 so in twoo weeks. But it can be handded in on the 18th (I'm gonna try for the 15th, and get everything over with). Of course my roomate has told me that I have no right ti be stressed over my exams.....I almost told her off today, because I'm in a crabby mood. I had to deal with that and another bitch at me (I was in the bathroom and shee needed to use it.......lovely thing to wake up to her screaming at me to hurry up.) We have two bathrooms! I also have to go to work, the weather is HORRID out. Its rainny and cold and windy.....and I get to walk to work. But on the bright side hootchy roomate is gone alll weekened! SWEET!

On the brighter side of things....Last weekend I was able to go home, it was Mom's birthda (43) and she wante everyone to be there, so I took a train home and spent some time with her (was so relaxing!) The friday night we had drinks and muchies, her sister came by and so did one of the nieghbours. The saturday night we went to the Pallasad. Has bolling, pool, food drinks and an arcade. We booled and ate pizza, had a drink, then played in the arcade.My bowling scores were awful, 58 and 24.....but it was nice to get away from this place. I go back home for x-mas somewhere around the 20th. (I plan on having a night with the biyfriend before we both go home, and his last exam is on the 20th) unless I get sickof this place, then I'm leaving on the 18th. Also I recently checked my progress to my degree and I'm offically eligable to graduate. I will have all my credits. (5 in progress, but I dont plan on failing) so thats awsome!!!

Anyways, I'm off to work....

Sigh, sorry for the no updates latley. Things have been super buys, stressful and .......hetic maybe the word. Seriously soo much has happened in the last few weeks. Hmmm well first general roomate stuff. Oh how fun! (not).

A few weeks ago we had a house meeting, because everyone was getting sick of eachothers bs or lack of cleaning, or too much cleaning, or being a completly psycho bitch. I live with three super neat freaks. Two of which are OCD about the cleaning and how its done or not done. The theres me and the other roomate. Now we're not slobs, the other girl is a little messy in her own room, but she also has hamsters, and its just her room, the messy she gets in the common rooms is leaves a book out on the table or on the floor by the couch, or leaves her dishes beside the sink against the wall  when she goes to work/class (so hers don't tkae up the sink, but are out of the way so people can wash there own dishes). I do it sometimes to wspically if I have a pan or or cooking try, cus I usualy make snacks at night, and the try is not only big and takes up the sink, its also hot, and it will wrap out of shape if I stick hot pan, into cold sink. But i put where itcan't get in the way.  Oh then theres still the pillows.....apprently I'm and th eother "messy" girl don't know the proper edequte for the pilllows. But thats just the beginning. Not only do we have sheduled chores for the week (which isn't a bad thing) its now posted on a clander and we have days in which we HAVE to do the chores. WTF? Is this JAIL? Does the bathroom really need to be cleaned and scrubed twice a week? NO! Its just the psychos who have to see there face in the reflection of the friggin bathtub or something. I spoke up and told I'm wrong about the cleaning. Actually at the meeting, everything I made comments on, I was told I was wrong, (and they wonder why I stopped suggesting things about how the house is run......). CRAZY PEOPLE! I don't get it. The remote control on the coffee table is consider to be messy and inapproprate. It has to be put aeay in the entertainment center. So if we want to turn the tv on, we have to rumage through the 5 other remotes that are there. Then use it.....now...correct me if Im wrong...but hte whole point of a remote control, is to be able to sit on the couch and turn tv on, without having to get odd your but and have to search for the thing. Cus its right there on the coffee table............ am I right??

Sigh. Roomates and there cleanness is just the start. The hoochy, thats been trying to get with my boyfriend, just doesn't stop. She spent the night at his place the other night, on his bed (she passed out drunk....stupi alchohloc whore.) I was NOT happy about that, and he (my boy friend) knew he was in the shit house......I was more crying then angry, he bought me flowers (cus THAT makes up for it ??). I can't take this much more.....he doesn't see what shes trying to do, even when she has acknolledged she knows it has bugged me. I'm really regretting having her live with us. Its not just my bf, shes still after everyone elses. Who ever she can get near shes hitting on them as much as she can. We had a halloween party last weekend. The one roomate (the other messy one) had a girl and her bf over, and now we here how the hoochy was hitting on this girls bf, asked for his cotact info the complianed to him how she had to do the dishes before she went to bed (whichs is a bunch of bull, because we all .....well three of us agreed, to get up bright and early to clean everything up...guess which three....). I've talked to my therioist about this and she said, that talking tho the roomate probably won't do any good, because she thinkgs the roomate knows exactly whats shes doing....which I agree....but its still shitty to see. And just adds to my amount of anxiety when Im around her or not, because the I worry what she's trying to pull with my BF.

Thearpy. The newest addition to my life. I finally gave in and agreed to go. Will I refered my self, but I was suppose to go afte rmy big panic attck at work in July. My anxirty is just getting to hard to deal with. I'm getting more anxiety, more anxious, and more panicy about everything now, not just before I go to work, also, I'm getting slightly depressed, but that could be my relationship problems....and life problems of school ending, moreschool comming and no money to pay for it all. The one Doctor thinks that I may need drugs,, I;ve only been to one counciling session, but I probably moved to the long term care, which means Im probably going to be put on drugs, which isn't somehting I want. Because mostly the side effects, out warigh the anxiety.

BIG BREATHE!

Okay, theres also just school. Round one of midterms are a thing of a pass, round two, are in the midts. Actually November completly sucks fore me. Last week was a crappy long week, as is this week. The week after that is looking no better, and same with the final week, then right into those Happy wonderful things we students love...EXAMS! ....... yes, if your  a student, I'm also runnihg around in circles screamin at the thought of the word EXAMS.  Why must there be exams?. I'm done fiarly early my last one is on the 15th or 18th. Its an essay and we can hand it in either day. Then Im free to enjoy the holidays.........

What else? Oh. Last weekend had the halloween party. It was pretty fun.....I was a little hung over the next day, but had a good time. I dressed as Narcissa Malfoy from the Harry Potter Books (Draco Malfoys Mom, Wife of Lucius Malfoy, for all you non-harry potter fans). My BF went as a demonic Santa Clause. We also had someone dress as Twister, a slutty cop, slutty vampire, he big-bad wolfe and little miss ridding hood. Duff Man and Duff Girl (fromther simposns. and what else?) A bunch more....not everyone dressed up but most of us did. I'll upload a picture of me.....in my blond wig, and corsette and skirt and cloke....I looked pretty good, got the effect I wanted anyways.


               


So yes, here is me as Narcissa Malfoy, no wand though, I had one, well more of a stick, I found on the ground, but, I'd look pretty silly walking around the house with a stick......lol

         

And heres just another one for kicks.....I realy liked my coustume.With the exception of the wig and cloake, the rest was made byt my mom a few years ago. The coresette, is super un comfortable....just a little tight, but super cute! Lol.

Anyways, I think thats al for catching up now, theres probably more im forgetting, but oh well. Hope everyone is well!

Sight these last few days have not been fun. I don't know where to start. But lets start with the whole roomate business.

We have a enw roomate in the house who at first seemed real nice, but now as taken in the habbit of flirting with me and and two other roomates boyfriends. Espcially when the girlfriend is not around/back is turned. On the monday of thanksgiving weeekend, I find that she was all over MY boyfriend when I was away. He was over with another roomate (they've been friends for years now). After this she been constatnly talking to him online and flirting with him everytime he's around. She also flirts with ther other boyfrineds who visit. So it's becoming tiresome and frustrating because we all fell that we hve to guard our boyfriends. On friday when my boyfriend and I were at dinner I pointed it out to him how she as flirting with him and everyone one else's boyfriends, and he tells me that I am overreacting along with the other girls. That night, we were plaingy monopoly and she comes in and sits down beside him annoucing that he needs a banker and she'll be a banker (meanwhile the other two people playing the game are managing to playwithout having a personal banker, nor did she offer to be any of our bankers), The entire time she's being a banker shes flirting with him, touching his leg, acting all giggely and carrying on. Later that ngith, My boyfriend admitted that he sees my poiny in how shes flirting with him, but still tells me IU'm over reacting and I have nothign to worry about.

The Sunday comes I went to work and he was suppose to pick me up at the end of my shift and we're going to walk home togther. Who shows up with hin, Youp the Hussy Roomate. I come home to find, (another roomate left me a message on MSN) that they spent the entire day together shopping, eatting, drinking, watching movies and spending time in her room with the door closed.

I finally talked to him today, because I've spent the last few days near to tears and completly frustrated with the situation. He's agreed to stay away from her room and stay away form her in the since he is hanign with her now. And hes told me if she every tried anything she'd be completly ignored forever. Because I'm his only one he ever needs (aaaw). So thats fixed. I still need to mention somethign to the Hussy. All of us do. Because this is getting out of hand. I shouldn't have to worry when I;m away from the house or when my back is turned that my roomate is going to try something with my BF.

School is just as stressful, although, now that part of htis thing with the hussy is solved, I'm a little better and can concentrate better on work. Yesterday I spent the entire day working on my Philosophy: Informal Logic assignment. From 1 pm - 2:30 Am i spent workign on it, taking very few breaks. I get to class today Only to find out she extended it at the last minute (apprently she posted this on the webpage at 10 pm, but that is far to late to post somethign like that). I put asided other assignments that are worth far more then this just to gwt it done and then I find its not due.  don't plan on using the extra time, My assignment is staying the way it is. School is just stressful, assugnments and tests comming out everywhere. I have one week fromnow untill mid november where there isn't somehting due or exam to taike! The finals come right after that! AHH!

Work is fine. My Knee on the other hand is still sore and swollen. Standing on it at work is not helping. So I'mfinally going to the doctor. My mom thinks I may have a small fracture, roomies and BF think I might have torn something. I just want to  be able towalk without limping and without my knee killing me!

Finally my printer has died! (cus I need sonething to add to my list of troubles this week) Yesterday my roomate went to print somehting off and the printer started to make this grinding nosie, the print cartage was vibrating back and forwarth, but wasnt moving across the page like it should have (the page didnt even go through to be printed. So I turned it off and took all the papper and looked over to see if there was somethign jammed in there. There wasn't Turn it on. Does the same thing I repeated it a few times, but it still did the sam e thing. I can move the print cartage thing my self  and occasionaly it moves across like it should, but when it does it makes horrible sounds then goes back to the corner making horrble sounds. I take it I need a new printer........BAH!

Now I'm off to bed, and hope this week starts to get better! Nigfht all

Haven't updated in a while, mixture of being buys and a little laziness, mostly busy. I was at my parnetns all weekend. Left Satuday morning on the trian, which I fell a sleep on (not surprising, seeing how I had three hours of sleep that night, for whatever reason just couldn't sleep) I woke up to find he girl sitting a few seats away starign right at me.....what makes people want to stare at slkeeping people on the train is beyound me.

Thanksgiving weekend was great. Had some great food, turkey and pie. The turkey wasn';t even dry and the pie was homeaid pumpkin...MmmmMm... That night I went tomy aunts place with my parents, and drank pretyt much an entire bottle of whie...Opps. I was a little tipsy...heh just a little....good wine though......

Then I lounged around the next day, watched tv, read a little I watched part of the survivor marathon....it was from season 1 Survivior....wow now they are at like season 13......thats alot of survivior. Mom drove me home tuesday mroning. Origonally I was suppose to get my old dressed and bring it back here, the one I have is crap and falling apart, but the dresser didn't fit in my moms car, so My dad is driving it down in november, he's going to the states and is taking the vab with him.

Hmmm other updates....there is stuff with tmy one roomate, who me and the other roomate have nicknamed the hussy. She feels  the needsto hit on all of or boyfriends. The incidents with mine are. 1) last week I come home from work to find my boyfriend, in my roomates room, sitting on his bed, drinking wine at 1 am......... and apprently while I was gone he droppee by to visit the one roomate (the one who also calls the hussy, the hussy.. They are friends since first year ) anywyas, the hussy was ALL OVER my boyfriend, play fighting, tickeling and what not...UHMMM HELLO! GET YOUR OWN. She's also been flirting withmy roomates boyfriend, and the other roomates boyfriend (they just started dating, not serious but still come on!). I don;t want to sound jelaous or anything, but it's one thing to hang out. Had they been drinking wine in the living room, fine her room, while sitting on her bed BIG NO! And its not just me all the other roomates have noticed and expereinced it.....soo interesting to say the least, but she needs to stay away from my man, and my man should know better, we've already talked about other girls sleeping in his roomm MEN SUCK so to HUSSY ROOMATES!

Okay got that off my chest, nothing else new, Philosophy exam tomorrow, philosophy assignment tuesday, and sociaoliogy assignment due next friday. I hope to have all completed by monday...Won't behard, the soc is the most work and it still shouldn't be too hard to do....

Oh and as to the title, if you have't guessed it already, I have the munchies...and can't stop eatting. I've eattenm half a bag of chips, its one of thouse smalll 125 grams. Piece of cheese cake (cherry),cheesy/bread snack thing and...half a bottle of water......still hungry....wait 5 cookies.....lol and thats after a big supper of Thai Peanut Chicken over 1/2 cup of rice.........so I'm not allowing my self to leave my room for food unless its water or pop or liquids......lol to keep my self busy im typing......even if food is good  haha later

Sigh! Its still only Thursday......all week I've been mixed up thiking its not the day it actually is. Up untill Wednesday actually happened, I thought it was Wednesday......then yester day at my exam, I wrote the wrong date down....... at least the rest of the exam went well....at least I think it did.....M/C was fairly good and the essay was easy and I think I answerd everythign needed. Best of all ITS OVER!

WEEEEE! No more exams for a couple of weeks! Such a good feeling! Plan on gettign a hea in all my classes (ha sure) then more free time to conetrate on assignments, or relaxing.

Work last night wasnt very fun....not because the co-workers, managers or ccustomers, or that it was busy, just that I slipped and fell near thebeginning of my shift, slammed my knee hard into the floor (which I've injuried before a few years ago) and then spent the rest of the shift on it. It doesn hurt to walk, unless Iwalk a long way (the walk home, was a wounders event but bending it kills, its a bunch of pretty colours, and a little swollen....FUN!Oh well, its thanksgiving weekend, and lucky me, you don't need to do much walking to eat turkey and pie!  mmm pie!

Yes, its thanksgiving weekend and I'm going home to visit the fam and eat yummy food.....I'm trying to convince my mmom, that we need more pie....not working.....she claims one pie is enough...HELLO pumpkin pie isnt enough, also need apple and appre carmel....then we also need appatizers....lol can you tell Im hungry?????

Tonight I'm joing my roomate in a X-men marathon, gonna watch the X-men movies all night, the third just came out on DVD. Apprently there is alternative endings, look forward to that!

Wow! Havent updated, well a REAL update in a while! Don't worry I'm still alive! Just been sick, again, and busy study for an exam! Well midterm, but either way you look at it a pain in the ass. Right so in just less then 40 minutes I have a midterm in Psychopathology of the Child. I feel prepaires. Betted be was up to about 4:30 am studying for it slept till 7:15 then afte lying awake for 40 minutes got up studied more.....surpisionly I'm ver awkae for someone who has had about 3 hours of sleep. I plan on sleeping after the midterm.

I feel alright with the Multile Choice Questions, 30 worth 1/2 mark each so total 15 marks.....and the material I've learned in EVERYPSYCH class I've ever taken.......hopefully I actually retained the info and kick the MC porptions ass! The second half also worth 15 marks is the essay part. I re-written it a bunch of times, and I have it down. I keep mesing up the two scaes I talk about but still doing good so far.

Census for epidmoilgical studis - depresson scare mesasures symptomolgy of depressions partilcualrily fucusing of affect

Child depressoin inventory - child report and the child depression inventory parent report two seperate questionsaires, both measrue behaviour,, cognitive and affect of childs depressive symptoms. One is doneby parents one is done by children.

The parent child index scale measures the problematic and competence in behaviour patterns of children, done by parents

The Parent dperssive index.....something like that measures the different depressive symptoms in children

Self-expression in the family questionaire -- measures the amount of emotional aspects of the parenting types postivive-supportive and negitive-hars.

finally the Parent Behavioural Inventory measures the behaviour patterns of parenting styles (positive-suportive and negitive-harsh) I get the parnt-child scale and the parent depression index mixed up...BAH!

All weekend with sick, had something, but I feel ALOT better now. Just drained. I also go homethis weekend THANKSGIVIING! HMMM TURKEY!

Work tonight for whopper wednesday 8-12, CRAP shift...and there will be more, but I'll post later EXAM TIME!!

Well I'm a little bored, trying to figure out which movie to pop in before bed, and saw this on Shelly's page. So thought I'd try it out.

Your mission, should you so choose to accept it, is to name your favorite songs. Be sure to put the band/singer/group's name, too! Simple as that! Enjoy!

 I may have two songs for some, just can't decide

A - Anywhere for you - Backstreet Boys

B - Because You Loved Me - Celion Deon

C - Crawling Back to you - Backstreet Boys

D - Dreams - Van Halen

E - Everybody ( backstreets back) - Backstreet Biys

F - Full of Grace - Sarah Mcgalocen (woah, just butchered her name)

G - Get another Boyfriend -Backstreet Boys

H - Heaven- Bryan Adams

I - I'll Never Break You're heart

J - Just Want You To Know- Backstreet Boys

K - Knocktern Ally - John Williams (HP and The Chamber of Secrets Soundtrack)

L - Love Me Do - Beatles and Lose it All -Backstreet Boys

M - My Immortal by Evanescence

N - Never Gone - Backstreet Boys

O - Open Arms - Journy

P - Persis - James L. Holsay

Q - Quidditch Match - John Williams and Quidditch World Cup Pattrick Doyle (HP Soundtracks)

R - Ring of Fire- Johnny Cash

S - I have to many, so just the most recent Sibera - Backstreet Boys

T -  Time - Backsreet Boys

U - Unloved - Backstreet Biys

V -  Venus (The Planets) By Gustav Holst

W - Wild Horses - Natasha Bedingfield

X - uhhhhhhhmmmmmmmmmmmm

Y - Yes I will - Backstreet Boys

Z -

There yea go, notice all the backstreet boys songs

Bah! I've just finished writing my short writing assignment for my Informal Logoc class.....and what a hoot that was, or not. The other day I sat in a lecture which was spetacular, but for the sake of the assignment, it was impossible to deconstruct and look at it from the view of what our prof wanted. Afte many hours....and angry burts and frustration, I finished the draft for it.  How much sense it makes....thats another story. I just BS what I think might be what we were suppose to write. I pretty much gave up on it for a few reasons. 1) Its only the draft due tomorrow, the draft is only worth 2% and we are going over how to better the assignment in class 2) the assignment is 250-400 words 3) the assignmment is worth 5%. So I just BS....I love the art of BS, and find in philosphy classes for the most part anyway, the mroe BS the more the prof likes it...HEHE.

This week is gonna be busy. Two assinments on thurs, one is half done, one havent started but it is simple, and I plan on working on it for most of tomorrow and weds. Along with the final touches on the assignment above. I also have to start studying for a midterm, a week from weds. Not going to be to hard, but I want to do well, so study study study! I also have to start looking at an assignment thats due the third week of october. Again fairly simple, but I know its gonna sneek up on me.

I'm proud of my self though, today I got alot of work done, even though I was completly exhausted and sleept alot. I went to bed around 3:30 last night. Love that insomia. Got up a few times in the night then eventuallyu up at 9 for class curse the person who invented morning classes.. it was freezing in my room because it was about 10 degrees celsus....(i guess 55-60 F??) cus I left my window open all night, but I find I sleep better if the room is freezing cold, because then I can be cucooned in my blankets....I love the weight of blankets around me. Which is why in the winter I sleep better. Anyways went to class, where the fire alarm went off just before it started. Sad thing...it took people longer to leave the room then it did for them to get back in......I was part of those people too, put away all my books and pen, made sure i had my MP3 player and everyhing before I left....but I assumed it was some ass pulling the alrarlm to get out of tests in another room. (Its happened before). It was apprently a test, to see how long it takes students to react to fire alarms.....I bet we failed...

After I came home I had a nice nap.....then woke up and did some work. I posted two comments out of the 15 I need to post for soc. Read the journal article for my one exam, I worked on my philosphy paper, which took LONGER then it shoud..but I got all the stuff done I set out to do. YAY me. I plan working all day tomorrow. Typing up philosphy notes, and assignments, along with soc notes and assignments giving my self to Thursday to do all that. The friday thru to next weds will be devoted to psych. I plan on getting myself ahead in the other two classes this week, so Im able to devote more time for psych (the plus side to being a part time student....SIGH!)

What else? I'm trying to figure out what to be for Halloween. Can't decide. I had an idea that my BF and I be Arragon and Arewn form LOTR...but I don;t tbink he likes the idea...heh.

Last night, my roomates Hampster escaped from her room. She has two Benny and Lola. Benny is timid, small and shy. Lola is HUGE fuzzy and a trouble maker. They get to rum around my roomates room and sometimes the bathroom. But somtimes Lola escapes when/if you leave the door opened for even just a second. But usually once she makes it to the main rooms we see her. Last night she must have escaped unknownly for a while and she found her way into my room. Luckily me, another roomate and the roomate who has the hampsters were in here and we saw her....silly thing. Must of had a hell of a journy, because for a hampster, my room ius fairly far away

My house is in two parts I live in the old part, has a frontroom/suun room, the living room, which is attached to a dinning room, with one the fridges and an extra couch. It leads into the hallway wherte my room and one roomates room are along with a bathroom, and it also leads into the kitchen. The Kitchen branches off into the hallway of the new part of the house, which has two hallways, where the other three roomates rooms are, and second bathroom. Such a journay little lola made. (This is a time when I;m glad I don't have a cat, cus the kitty would have a fun midnight snack if she was around when the hams escape...)

Nothin much else to say, except to wish you all a great weekend!

Well these last few days have been busy for me. Tuesday my roomate woke me up VERY early to go to the mall. She actually walked into my room and shook me to woke me up....lucky for her I was sorta half awake, so she didn't suffer.  But I recieved coffee, and all was right in the world again. 

At the mall I bough the special extended addition of LOTR Two Towers. My LOTR collection is complete! Finally! Me and two of the roomies, plan on at some point, on having a LOTR Marathoon its only.....about......12-15 hours or somethign to that extent....not long at all...

Sigh. My landlord is an idiot, Ive been waiting to get my rent reciet for awhile now, still hasn't sent it to me yet.He said he did, wasnt there, so I called him then he said he sent it again, and what do you know, I don't have it ARG! Landlords are useless.......

School has also been really busy, lots of work to do. I really like the classes I have so far, and the other day I recently sat in a lecture with a great professor. I thought she was an exellent speaker and the lecture was really enjoyable. It was for my informal logic class. She made some really good points, but talked really fast, and my notes, are unreadable, thankfully, she sent my proff the powerpoint notes, and they be posted.....(phew....cus my hand writing was 10 times as horrible).

Working ALL weekend, oh joy, but it = lots of cash! My co-workers are morons....I was seconds away from slapping the one co-worker in the face, who callled me a "stupid bitch" a weird freak and a loser....... and this was for no apprent reason. Well the first name calling incident happened, because my manager told both of us to clean the dinning area, and apprently me helping him, offended him He blew up in my face telling me I'm a stupid bitch because he was suppose to clean the dinning room grabbed my wrist and took the cloth out of it....then told the customers watching, that I'm a stupid bitch......then I get in trouble by the manager because I'm not cleanign the dinning area...
 
I mutterd rather loudly, that if this bull shit keeps up, i'd quit the job.....which I cant.

Okay so second incident it was because I didn't want him using my till, which is perectly reasonable....if the till is short, my ass on the line, so I told him to not use my till, I was told to fuck off. I told hima litttle more harshely to get off then he goes into the name calling BS again and then balbs to the customers and coworker on "how I'm sucj a weird freak, and I'm such a loser....." AHHHHHHHHH  I would love to just go off on him, but one, that would be sinking to his pathetic level, and two my job would be on the line. I do plan on mentioning something to the head manager, and asking if its possible for me to NOT work with him......I really wanted to punch the ass in the face......... but I just told my self I was better then him. And focused on the job.....even though there was the overwhelming want to scream at him.

I got off work early, and grabbed a salad from the grocery store, then bough more DVDs....I know I have a buying of DVD problem.....maybe I should enter a 10 step program.....but they're soo fun! LOL.

Bought them all on sale
    ---> Chronicles of Narnia: The Lion, Witch and the Wardrobe
    ---> Mr. and Mrs. Smith
    ---> The Corpse Bride

Hmm what else? Nothin left to say, I'm exhausted later all